BAD DAY. Hv a great tiff wif baby for e whole fucking dae. All because of HIM. GOD DAMN IT. N not denying, I feel so depressed. I should hv heed baby warning n advice. But I dint. Becasue of my naive n gullible character I hurt my dearest again. Fcuk* it. Aight i make tis point CLEAR from today onwards. I will not give a single damn bout him already. I tried my best to stop him from doing nonsensical tiing already but it seems like my efforts had all gone dwn e drain. Great den. I did wadeva shit a frenz can do already and if he dunwan to listen to my advice I cant helped him den. Dat's just too bad ((: If u wanna tink tat I'm inhuman, den just let it be. B'coz to mi, NTH can be more important den my baby. He is my world so I gonna heck and wash my hands off everyting. At most I quit giving tution. I can give up on almost aniting but not Baby. Today is e 1st time baby raised his voice at mi. He was being too harsh on mi tis afternoon. My hartt hurts deeply everynow and den. Thou I argued back and gave attitude but I knew tat I was putting on a strong front. Last time I used to scold ppl harshly if I'm pissed w/o feeling sad, baby is e onli 1 whom I didnt shout at even at my highest " Boiling point." Amazing? Yea, it is. Ytd I didnt went home after I sneak out of my hse to mit Jo. I went to Claire's place to slp. Tis morning we went town to chose afew of her portfolio photo. After tat we went to "boon tong kee" or wadever name it's called to eat e famous chicken rice. I hoped I didnt entered tat restaurant because it was one of e most embarrassing situation We ever encountered. We tot tat e place accept nets thus we paid e bill using cards. And guess wad?! E waiter told us tat they DONT accept nets. OMIGOSH!! We were at lost!!! We dun hv enuff cash wif us and we dunno where is e nearest ATM machine. FcuK! Pai seh untill!!!! Den Claire found out tat there is tis ATM machine at e nearby " Great World City" and she went to withdraw money while I sit there n waited for her lyk a idioT! I wore shades to cover my face HAHA!! Reflecting back, I realised tat I shouldnt wear shades as it was more obvious tat I was feeling embarassed. And so after 15 mins of waiting I tink she came back and footed e bill. l0l. We get ourselves out of tat place ASAP. Aight. Todae not much mood to write animre so I shall just end here. TaTa. I'm so low on my mood. Sobx. I'm sorrie baby. Once again, I failed to make you trust mi enuff ):

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